Five years ago ago, I wasn't aware of the power of letting go of what's not for me. And I didn't know the gift of fighting for the things that are thanks, Biki. And then this is part two. Five years ago. Five years ago, I didn't realize how hard I'd have to fight for a semblance of normalcy, that it would take all that I had and then some to get through. And it still bowled me over