Evelyn Phipps
@LadyFi · 3:22
The last time I cried over something that now seems trivial...was doing something for someone else. 😭
I don't believe that I like smoking, but if it meant that I could sit in the car and ride with my dad again, I'd buy him ten packs of cigarettes. That's not what killed him, you know. That's not why he died. He dies of a massive heart attack. He was suffering so much. But it's small. It's small. What I was thinking about. It's so small
MJ Brewer
@Mommas_Jungle · 3:31
So when something comes about that you have a difficult time making sense of, it kind of seems like your feelings are reaching out to find a rational explanation. Keeping in mind how emotional you are and talking about buying your dad two packs of cigarettes, I would encourage you to make the most of the time you still have left with your sister. The last thing you want to do is allow unspoken words to debilitate a relationship. If it's worth saving
Evelyn Phipps
@LadyFi · 2:59
Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. I'm not angry. I'm not. I'm not angry in my sisters or my brother. I didn't even mention my brother, but my sisters. In regards to what you said, how do I know if they helped? I know by what my mom tells me. I know by what I see them do. Now I'm not there. Twenty four seven. To watch their lives
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
MJ Brewer
@Mommas_Jungle · 4:29
Because when I quit, which was a long time ago, cigarettes were. I think they were $5 a pack. They were close to $5 a pack. And that was actually when I was like, you know what? This is not worth it. That's. And I sat and figured out how much it was per cigarette that I was paying for to smoke, and then I